When does the worrying stop.........

So I go in tomorrow morning for my baseline u/s and bw and start stims on Friday night and I am already scared. I am worried I won't have a lot of mature eggs, I am worried I will overstimulate, I worry I won't have a lot of eggs fertilize and that we won't have any blasts at day 5.....I keep trying to remind myself that I shouldn't worry and it is all in God's hands and out of my control. He won't give me more than I can handle, but after the last two and half years that is what scares me....I have found I can handle more than I thought.

I worry about a lot things from the ecomony, DH's student loans we start paying on next summer and trying to have a family as well.....when does the worrying stop??? Anyone who knows me well knows it is my nature to worry. DH is the opposite, I think I worry enough for the both of us.....I am putting my trust in the Lord and I believe with all of my heart that this will work and I will be a mom.....and honestly, I don't think the worrying ever ends.....once I am pregnant a whole new world of things to worry about will occur.

The Lord has really blessed me and my DH and I know he will continue to do so.....he has carried us through so much and has brought us to this place. I know he will take care of us and I am going to do my best not to worry.....